My resignation letter

The meaning of life

According to Wikipedia, life can be defined as "In biology term, the science of living organisms, "life" is the condition which distinguishes active organisms from inorganic matter, including the capacity for growth, functional activity and the continual change preceding death" (paragraph 2, line 4-6).

It reminds me of how i did referencing in my thesis..Old days, old days..

Fuck wikipedia, see what i say about life..

So if God tells you that it's the end of the world tomorrow, will u regret for the things that u haven't done in your life? Something that u always wanted to do, something that u always wanted to own, or probably to confess to the girl u admired for years? But since it's the end of the world tomorrow, so why not give it a try?

I got this thing in my mind when I looked at those auntie uncle in Kampar, you guys have so much money in your bank account, but u only ride bicycle or motorbike and stay in Kampar until you reach your golden years. Is that what you call life? By having as much money as possible? Of course there is a lot more of things that you can say it's a life.

Sometimes i look at those kiam siap people, who doesn't even think of pampering themselves with their hard earned money, I felt sad for them. Yes, you must save for rainy days. But god knows when. That's why you must find and save a lot of money before the rain comes. Then you wouldn't be so terrified when the economy turns bad.

For my case, I always wanted to enjoy life, and of course enjoying life comes with a price too. But enjoying life doesn't mean I need a lot of money to spend, to buy, to use, or to waste. It's in fact that we actually need to be happy inside. Live the life that you'd be happy with. Do the things that you always wanted to do before it's too late. You're not too late yet because you can still see what i wrote here. That's what you call a life.

So let's start asking yourself, what's the meaning of life to you? Do you have a life?

Penang Penang Penag

Penang was a wonderful place to be. Was there on Saturday for my cousin's wedding. Unfortunately, my great grandmother past away on the same day. Wedding still goes as planned, I participated in the funeral only on Tuesday.

Walk here and there, doing things as told. Wearing red because it was a smiling funeral. Everyone's supposed to be happy because she past away peacefully at the age of 102, with 6 generations.

上去就一条龙， 下来就一条虫

Me, seng, sumpit and karfay went up Genting for 3 days and 2 nights. Just like the title, 上去就一条龙. We have the money to buy in, the spirit to win and the determination. I even bought a new wallet for the purpose to go up Genting to refill it full. You must be curious about our performance because i said i would bring you good food if i had my fortune. But it was like a roller coaster, we had our ups and downs, and from the top to the bottom. Let me tell you the excitement and what good food that you had missed out.

Genting eve night : Poker and In-between until 1.30am. It was supposed to end at 12.30am because our dear kahyee had to work tomorrow but eventually extended to 1.30. We all know why. Went to Mcd afterwards and got my first collection of the Coca-cola glass. Thanks to seng. Went back around 3.30 in the morning and I was like "I don't give a fuck, I wan to sleep".

1st day Genting: We got our ass up and ready around 6 in the morning and went Ipoh for Foo Shan dim sum! It gives you a feeling of having 5 star dim sum in a 5 star restaurant. God, those 'har kau' has like 3-4 shrimps in it and their egg tart is so soft! And of course, we aren't in Ipoh solely because of the dim sum, Seng has to do a check up in Fatimah. So, as a friend of him, do ask whether is he okay or not k? After the check-up we make our way to Genting. But, we are surprised by police in Tapah and claimed that "you seratus dua puluh lima sudah la".

Tuan : Pergi mana ni encik?
Seng : Genting la. Boleh tolong sikit ka tuan?

In the background : Me asking karfay to give me three 10 ringgit notes.

Tuan : Boleh...Lima puluh la...
Me: Har? Lima puluh ah?
Tuan : Letak bawah i.c..

He took it and we left cursing them, "No wonder they are so fat", "Pocket sudah kosong, cari makan after raya".

Okay, We don't wana lose money before even start gambling. So seng drived slowly all the way to Genting and we reach at about 12.30pm. Parked in First World and walk all the way to theme park hotel. I'm okay but just worried about Sumpit who has difficulty in walking long distance. Checked in and we head straight to the casino! Seng applied for the Worldcard and I forced karfay to apply one also to accumulate points to redeem hotel rooms for us! Haha so evil..

We break the ice with Poker. It needed 155 bucks for a hand. It was okay in the beginning. I got two pairs and paid double, and almost paid 10% from the 600k jackpot with a straight flush. Mind the word 'ALMOST'. 10 9 8 7 all in spades, the last one was 10 hearts. Fuck! After that, luck changed, three of us lost three hundred there in less than 15 mins..

We realized it just wouldn't work there, so we go back to our old time favorites, Baccarat.

We brought along 20-30 mee cup. To save expenses in case misfortune happens. So, each of us had 2 cups and go to sleep that night. We were so obedient that night, lights off before 12am (probably because karfay said he heard some sound). Deng!

2nd day Genting : Woke up at 7.30 and prepare to go for breakfast! We had two pax of free breakfast buffet. So we made use of it and pay 50bucks for the another two..Had a FULL meal due to the expensive food in Genting. Finally we were able to make it until 8 to have our chicken rice for dinner. After the stupid Chicken rice, we went back to gamble and after a short while, my wallet was empty...Me and Seng stopped few hours looking at Sumpit playing with roulette. He hit twice and paid 17 to 1 once. He got excited and go all in. And lost all of it within an hour wtf.

Went back for the purpose bath and have our supper (maggie cup), and get our ass back to casino. Played a little and get back to room, lights off at 3.30 am.

Last day in Genting : Had the same breakfast as the previous day and went back room to pack things and check out. After that what else? Casino again la! All three of us were losing and always wanted to win it back. We even had a joke to ask Genting back half of our lost money and we'll go down the hill now..

Fortunately, i had my luck back and out of 10 hands, i win like 7 hands. But unfortunately in the end, i still lose :( In the end, this is what they called, 上去就一条龙， 下来就一条虫.

There'll always be next time so no worries. Whatever u took from me, I'll make sure u pay me back double the sum. The next time it would be 上去是一条虫, 下来就一条龙.

Fortune lies within...

Where? Genting la..

Guys, if you're not going with me tomorrow morning, what i need you to do now is, cross your fingers and say hope he earn something! Because when your friend become rich, you'll benefit from it..And when one is rich, then everyone will be rich. Trust me..The chips below is just for illustration purposes.

The picture below showing one of the attraction in Genting..

7th October

I didn't blog for quite sometime and those ppl who just updated their blog started attacking me already.. I'll have alot of time blogging in the near future, so lets start wit a joke as an appetizer.

A husband and wife decided they needed to use 'code' to indicate that they wanted to have sex without letting their children in on it. They decided on the word Typewriter. One day the husband told his five year old daughter, 'Go tell your mommy that daddy needs to type a letter".

The child told her mother what her dad said, and her mom responded, "Tell your daddy that he can't type a letter a right now cause there is a red ribbon in the typewriter." The child then went back to tell her father what mommy said.

A few days later the mom told the daughter, "Tell daddy that he can type that letter now." The child told her father, returned to her mother and announced, "Daddy said never mind with the typewritter, he already wrote the letter by hand."

I Just Want To Love Someone But Why Is It So Difficult?

Guys, I've been living under this nightmare for more than 2 years. The same problem is dragging me to hell again and again. Now is the most critical moment whereby my probation period is ending and I have to put a lot of effort in order to stay.

But in my love life, I simply can't get the blessings and approval from her parents. No matter what I do, no matter how good am I've been doing, no matter how I treat their daughter.

We've been hiding our relationships after her mother found out and doesn't allow us to be together and asked us to break up by force.

Us, staying tough together while she studied hard to get the results and me working hard to prove to her parents that we can love and balance our life well.

I love her so much and I don't want to lose her. But today, her parents found out pictures of us in facebook and was so upset. Upset because she cheated on them. Upset because we loved each other so much to have stayed underground for more than 2 years.

And now, I pledge for your help. If u think me and Serena deserved to have a chance to love each other please say so in my facebook wall. You can leave a comment too if u don't think so.